From the constantly doubting carousel of thoughts to successful self-determined freedom
(My success story)
Here I would like to give you for the first time a look behind the scenes and show you my way from the stressed hamster wheel to a conscious and self-determined life with strengthened roots.
My evolution from someone who was internally at war with herself, living separate from her body, emotions and own truth, to a happy business woman working self-directed, location independent, has been an exciting one. I'm sure you can learn a thing or two from my story and take it with you.
In 2018 they started, the nasty back pain. I just started a new project in a prestigious corporation and wasn't really happy about it, although on the outside it fulfilled everything: well-known company, very good salary, new cool colleagues, exciting tasks. Only my body, my subconscious and my soul knew long ago that it was just another job that was not meant for me.
What I really wanted, I didn't know. At that time, it was also too exhausting for me to deal with it, because I felt that it was not about the job itself, but about what was still blocking me internally and was unprocessed.
Then, at the end of 2019, my body went on strike. The back pain turned out to be disc problems that I couldn't get rid of by doing even more sports, taking pills and partying. The project ended and I decided to take some time off. The sick status helped me with that for a while.
"Coincidentally", before that I had still applied for an apprenticeship in a mindfulness-based monastery registered. Until then, I had not been aware that it was about me. But there, for the first time, I really turned inward, took off all my masks and realized how I had let myself be guided for far too long by my conditioned past and what was on the outside.
I started reading and listening to everything related to trauma work, the inner child and spirituality. I did an incredible amount of writing, bought online courses, booked coaching sessions in the 5-position field, did hypnosis, experienced plant medicine and meditated a lot. I bought Palo Santo, started to incense with sage and put Buddhas in my apartment.....
Here I would like to give you for the first time a look behind the scenes and show you my way from the stressed hamster wheel to a conscious and self-determined life with strengthened roots.
My evolution from someone who was internally at war with herself, living separate from her body and her own truth, to a happy business woman who works self-directed, location-independently, has been an exciting one. I'm sure you can learn a thing or two from my story and take it with you.
In 2018 they started, the nasty back pain. I just started a new project in a prestigious corporation and was not really happy about it, although on the outside it fulfilled everything: well-known company, very good salary, new cool colleagues, exciting tasks. But my body, my subconscious and my soul knew long ago that it was just another job that was not meant for me.
What I really wanted, I didn't know. At that time, it was also too exhausting for me to deal with it, because I felt that it was not about the job itself, but about what was still blocking me internally and was unprocessed.
Then, at the end of 2019, my body went on strike. The back pain turned out to be disc problems that I couldn't get rid of by doing even more sports, taking pills and partying. The project ended and I decided to take some time off.
"Coincidentally", before that I had still applied for an apprenticeship in a mindfulness-based monastery registered. Until then, I had not been aware that it was about me. But there, for the first time, I really turned inward, took off all my masks and realized how I had let myself be guided for far too long by my conditioned past and what was on the outside.
I started reading and listening to everything related to trauma work, the inner child and spirituality. I did an incredible amount of writing, bought online courses, booked coaching sessions in the 5-position field, did hypnosis, experienced plant medicine and meditated a lot. I bought Palo Santo, started to incense with sage and put Buddhas in my apartment.....
What I didn't realize was that I was jumping from one hamster wheel to the next: the so-called 'Spiritual Hamster Wheel' - the addiction to healing.....
Pause again, perceive, do not compare and at the same time move on.....
... because for me there was no other waythan to re-experience myself through my new experiences on all levels: mental, emotional, physical, spiritual and environmental.
With a coach by my side, I got clarity about my "why", my target group and, above all, the way I want to live and work. More online or offline? On my dream island of Tenerife or in my Stuttgart apartment?
Panic also quickly arose in me about not being good enough. Although I am in the daily practice of meditation and breath teaching since 2018 and have several yoga and coaching trainings. No, also because I thought I first needed a super cool website, a funnel or should offer free coaching sessions - just like the other big successful coaches did..... how should all this work out fiscally? And already I was back on the outside and in comparison with others.....
More doubts arose when my very first online course didn't sell like hotcakes and there was a crisis in my relationship. I lost focus and I wanted to quit everything.
Here is the magic:
I realized how the universe was testing me again and again to see if I was staying on my own path, speaking my own language, if my roots were actually strengthened even if things were jerky or if I was falling back into old patterns. So I began to see the gifts and signs in everything that was not planned by me, arrived unexpectedly or changed.
At this point it can become spooky for one or the other, because this is exactly what we did not learn in kindergarten. To see the gifts in everything and to feel boundless gratitude. To be quasi high through unconditional love 😊
Through Human Design I got to know myself even more and remembered again that my life - this life - is a pure playground where I am allowed to try myself out and grow with every experience. I learned that my own energy is my currency and my intuition spoke to me about it. I learned to follow it.
So I became more courageous to live out my crazy ideas. Abroad, online and offline. In the same year I organized my first retreat, workshops and created my first own mastermind group. There's no such thing as a can't-do for me anymore. Within 4 months I have Earned 4 figures. After 6 months, I even made 5 figures for the first time.
Have I ever had a cancellation? Or not sold a retreat? Yeah right!!! But does that stop me from continuing to create a financial -and location-independent life for myself and change the world? Certainly not 😊
By the way, this became too scary for my family in the meantime. Friends also distanced themselves from me because they thought I was in a cult. "Jessy, you can't do that", "but you can't", "you mustn't".....
In addition, I no longer jumped on the bandwagon of whining or victimhood. So nagging with me about everyday problems was no longer possible. Honestly - I don't have time for that anymore either 😉 .
Here I was allowed to remain in love, to practice patience and to learn that I do not have to justify myself. I continued to be my own example, in my own energy, without proselytizing. And then the incredible happened: Friends and family saw how happy and successful I was with my self-determined new life. That I had made peace with myself and my body. And they started asking me how I do it, to stay so full of love, motivation and optimism?!
I WOULD NEVER HAVE EXPECTED THAT
This is how the next idea was born: in the self-learning program "Manifestation Class" I now show how through personal responsibility and through the law of attraction a new mindset can emerge, in which simply everything is possible. The key word here is that you consciously get into DOING!
I have learned for myself how powerful my thoughts are and that I can make new decisions through the power of my new thoughts alone. Which in turn create new behavior, enable me to have new experiences and thereby create new feelings.
MY NEW REALITY. MY NEW FULFILLED LIFE.
And my first conclusion for you:
- My spiritual journey will never end
- If I live consciously, I do not need to pretend to be spiritual.
- Money is my best friend and may always flow
- I pull my future into the present
- I may take liberties and try out everything I like
- With a new environment and coach at your side, many things go easier
- My dream clients pay me for my energy and their new experiences
- With me everything ok. When I heal myself, I heal the world
- My intuition is my key to inner balance and a life in abundance
- I strengthen my roots through my divine femininity
- Everything is light & shadow. Yin & Yang. In balance.
- My happiness does not depend on what someone else does or does not do
I look forward to you starting your journey as well. Apply today for the "Soul Business Mastermind". THE training that takes you to the next level. THE coaching with like-minded people that takes you where you want to go.
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